The End of the Void

So here we are; At the end of the journey, with a lifetime's worth of stories to tell, and lessons learned.

I hope you listened well
I hope you learned something
I hope you remember me when I'm not on your screen

Did I word it right?
Did I make you think?
Did I finish what I started with "im on repeat"?

I guess it's long been over
I guess I'll face the facts
I guess I care about myself, and I'm on track

This started as a way to get my words out of my head
Now I'm here writing this last one to close out my dread
I'm not finished with my life, don't misinterpret what this means
There's so much I want to do, and still so much I haven't seen
But I've grown and I've adventured, and I know that I can fly
'Cus I did it once before, and I have lots of help this time
The heights are still quite scary, and I can't see past next week
But a loyal wolfie taught me how to roll with it, you see?

Now I'm sure I can be loved
Now I'm sure I got it right
Now I'm sure that I can find myself and it'll be a sight

Just one more little message
Just one more thing to say
Just one more letter to the void, so listen up today

I don't need recognition
I don't need likes and faves
I don't need anyone to tell me everything's okay

I needed to believe myself and all the things I post
Took four years for me to see that I know who I am the most
This last year was the hardest, just because I couldn't see
That I'm that one that needs to define "me", the real "me".