I Wish I Wore My Garters

I hate my bedroom door
I have to try a couple times to push it open
I hate to feel like I'm confined
I have to pee, and now I wanna go outside
But I'm still trapped inside my mind

I hate this wooden floor
The second floor was just a little too intrusive
And every time I have to climb
A flight of stairs to get to where I feel I'm fine
But I'm still trapped inside my mind

This feels good, yeah, this feels real
This feels healthy, so it seems
A shot of dopamine has got me wondering if this keeps
Circling, winding, aching headaches
Swirling thoughts and catching feelings, too
I'll see you soon

I hate my ceiling fan
I have to keep it on because if not it's too hot
But I don't mean that I look nice
I have to keep the room from heating up this time
But I'm still trapped inside my mind

I hate my bedroom door
I have to try a couple times to push it open
I hate to feel like I'm confined
So many walls and I'm not fine
I want to get outside my mind
I can't stop thinking every time
I don't want thoughts to make me cry
I just want to feel satisfied
There's just so many times I've tried
I hope my partner helps me smile
I bet my friends will stay a while
But I'm still trapped inside my mind