Probably Bad For You

When did all the lights begin to fade away?
I see them now, I see them now
When did you decide to leave me hurt this way?
I'm healing now, won't bleed it out

All the little silly things you said to put me down
*And all the guilt trips sink into a funnel in the ground and now *
It's clear I'm not gonna be by your side next year

And now I'm probably bad for you
I know I'm kind of a sin to you
And maybe I'm still in love with you
But I am probably bad for you

So when did you decide what's right from what's wrong?
Well, I'll sort it out, I'll sort it out
When did you decide I'm not the shining star you sought?
I'm shining now, bright through the clouds

All the little silly things you said all those thoughts drown
And all the nights I stayed up hoping you would call me out and now
It's clear I'm not gonna be by your side next year

And now I'm probably bad for you
I know I'm kind of a sin to you
And maybe I'm still in love with you
But I am probably bad for you

Keep me close, keep me near
Tell me things I wanna hear
Let me know I'm not too far from home
Satisfy me just once more
Send excuses to my door
And don't forget to post it all, my dear
It's clear I'm not gonna be by your side next year

I know I'm probably bad for you
I know I'm kind of a sin to you
And I don't think I'm in love with you
'Cus now I'm definitely bad for you

All the little silly things I did to keep me in your mind
And all the times I sat alone at home and wondered why and now
It's clear I don't wanna be by your side next year